okay, so i guess this is my initial post to livejournal. to may and diana, yes, im actually updating my livejournal! haha today marks my first day of senior year without any homework due to the abundance of tests i had today. i guess its a good feeling in a way, but i still have so much to do. not only college apps, but SAT's are right around the corner and the status on my foot is still up in the air leaving me questionable for my return back on the basketball court and the preseason tipoff tournament coming up in the begginning of november. Furthermore, we also had our first MAO meeting today (i know, its a little late) which didnt go the way i planned. My math teacher (Mao Sponsor) forgot to spread the word to other math classes as well as informing her own classes, so we only had a show of about 15 kids which was extremely dissapointing. i take full responsibility being president, but i guess its just rookie mistakes especially since we havent participated in MAO for a couple years so our club is very unorganized. im going to try my best to get us back on our feet this year and just to let all my YSP friends at other schools, I will be seeing you guys at the competitions cuz we are definitely going to every competition we can attend. anyways, senior year has gradually been getting better and it seems like things are finally lookin brighter. my grades are back up to normal (cept for the B in Lit) and although im going to be absent from homecoming this weekend, i know that prom will just be all the better especially since its senior year. For those of you that are going, enjoy and live it up...it is senior year. i been trying very hard to be optimistic lately and so far its really working. i guess the only thing that really brings my spirit down is the random doses of YSP-withdrawl. Although its not as effective as before, seeing or hearing certain things still reminds me of those amazing treasured memories we shared as a big group. who knows...but i guess thats it for now... Current Mood: hopeful
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